We Are Dating

Wanna ask what did I do on Christmas Eve, Christmas Day and Christmas Adam (Adam and Eve, you know)? Well, dating. Yes, dating. You didn't read it wrong. DATING!


Hehe, I mean I watched a Korean variety show called, We Are Dating! It's a good show indeed. In fact, it's one of my favorite shows. My first Korean variety show and also my first favorite one was Thank You For Waking Me Up with SS501. Watch it if you haven't. Or maybe you can take an inside look first.


A glimpse of Thank You For Waking Me Up with SS501:





This video is episode 1 part 1. If this one hasn't caught your attention just yet, don't stop, just keep watching. I'm sure you'll eventually like it.  


And now I think I have my other favorite show which is We Are Dating with U-KISS (Alexander, Soohyun and Eli) and Girl's Day (Min Ah, Yura and Ji Hae).The 1st episode is to match the couple together and man, it's extra hilarious especially, when Eli tried to show off his talents. Enough said. You should watch it yourself. Haha! The 2nd episode is quite okay, but I like how Alexander dressed up especially his mask. By the way, if you know where they sell that mask, please let me know. Your reply will be highly appreciated. I really want to have that mask. So please let me know if you know, okay?


Here's a glimpse of We Are Dating:





I like this show better than We Got Married. Actually, I don't really like We Got Married. Okay okay, let me explain myself once again. I like We Got Married when Sangchu couple (Kim Hyun Joong and Hwang Bo) was casted. The rest? Not really. 

And yeah, this is how I spent my Christmas. Watching variety shows!

So you like any of the them so far?  

Merry Christmas!

Happy Birthday Jesus! I don't know if I should believe someone or not because someone used to tell me that according to Jewish calendar, Christmas was not when You were born...blah blah...Someone is one of the genius students and since I haven't done any research about it yet, I'd choose to stay in between. Until then, I'm going to wish you a very happy birthday, God. Hope You have a blast and please don't forget to grant my wishes as well.  


This morning I was in a mood of taking photos and I took a bunch. When I say a bunch, it's really a bunch, but I've narrowed them down to make something. Something that I'm going to post here.

And oh, I purposely wore those winter hats to make myself feel better.I hope it'd snow here someday. Duh!

Too Short to Blog, Too Many to Twit

I have too many random but short thoughts today. I can twit, but since I don't have many twitmates so I'll just jot down everything here.


- The weather is still cold and I LOVE IT! <3 Be here with me forever okay? :)
- I got to wear my hoody this morning. The feeling was so oh-so-nice. ^_^
- I miss wearing dresses. The last time I wore it was in July? :(
- I miss wearing skirts and shorts, too. I haven't wore them for over a year already. Gosh!
- I still shower with cold water, have ice cream and drink smoothie. Great right? Haha
- Note to self: no matter what that someone replies, I must not reply back. No matter what okay? Even though it's sweet okay? I must restrain my feeling!
- And when the heaven can I get what I plan to do done? Focus! Focus! Focus! Please?


That's all for today, I guess. So random, I know, but what can I do? Anyway, sweet dream everyone.


p.s. Here's another unrelated photo of me for this post. Hehe

Sometimes in October 2010

I Love Today

Today is my day. My day is today. My birthday was last week, so today is not my birthday again, OBVIOUSLY. It's not my wedding day either. Aiiya, my significant other hasn't even born yet. Why do we have to reach to that conclusion? Impossible! Haha! Then what makes it so special? Well, I haven't felt this for quite sometimes already and I so miss it and it is finally back today and I do hope it'll last forever or at least a bit longer. I do wish it's still here with me when I wake up tomorrow. My winter breeze! The last time I felt you was in June, Shanghai, China. Now you're here with me. Love ya!


I was complaining about the thunder and raining last night because I couldn't get my work done. Thunder and lightning is pretty fierce here in Cambodia. If you love you life, avoid using electronic stuffs when it's raining here especially, when you can hear the thunder roars. Also, avoid being romantic by standing or running in the middle of the field while it's raining. Save it for other times when you aren't in Cambodia. I'm not kidding. There are over hundreds cases about people dying because of lightning strikes already. So please don't submit your name to the victim list. I think I had a post about this once already. Treat this as a reminder then! Okay, back to our topic. I went to sleep so early last night since I couldn't do anything anyway. I could read books, but I didn't. Internet spoils me. And I woke up this morning with a WOW feeling. Oh my goodness! Winter is here? Even though there's no snow or anything, but I've been craving for this kind of temperature for a very long time. It's about 23 degree inside and around 20 degree outside. Awesome! I wish it would get colder, though. The heat was dominant for almost the whole year and I hate it to the core. So now I hope I can wear all my hoodies. I have so many of them stored in my closets. I haven't touched them since I came back. Actually, I know I could sweat wearing them because I'm not cold at all (I'm so okay with it still), but if I don't wear it now, when else can I wear them?

Hopefully, it will be here at least until the end of 2010. Will you? Oh please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I beg you!

Unrelated photo - Me, last Friday at Swensen's

My Tutor and I

For those of you who don't know, I've been receiving a home-stay Mandarin Chinese course for over a year already. In brackets (2 hours per week only!) Why? Because my tutor is my mom's friend's niece and she's studying and working at the same time. Therefore, she doesn't have that much free time. Therefore, she can spare me for 2 hours per week only. Therefore, my Mandarin is somewhat oh-so-speechless still. ^_^


I so far finished 2 textbooks already. Impressed right? I am kind of impressed with myself as well. And since I've finished 2 books, my tutor asked me to buy some story books to read when I'm free. She promised she'd buy me, too. One week later, we met again on our regular class hour. I bought a few books and she brought me a few books as well. I bought story books where there's no pinyin (it's a system for writing Chinese words with the Roman alphabet) because I'm afraid she'd blame me later. Well, the thing is I always read pinyin in our textbooks when there's one and she always blame me when I do. That's why. =) So I bought books with no pinyin. And guess what? My tutor brought me books with pinyin, not to mention the contents of each book which are so kindergarten-like. I was like oh!!! Haha, maybe she knows my level of understanding better than I do. (^_^) It's good though!

The left one is mine - The right three are hers

Inside my tutor's story book

Inside my story book

Now you see, right? The differences!

Time to Let Go

Being the only daughter of the family, no brothers, no sisters, is it a karma? Sigh! Often times I feel very lonely and isolated. I feel like I have to bear all the responsibilities. I'm quite reserved in person so I don't have many closed friends. It would be great if I have a sister or brother who can listen to my story or talk to me everyday. I feel very sad when I text my closed friends and they don't reply me. I know they're busy, but even a short one will do also. Mom always tells me that no one loves you truly more than your family members. I think it's quite true now. The problem is I sometimes can't open up with my parents that much as with my closed friends. When they're down or need help, they text me, and I text back to console or help them. When I'm down, text them, email them...most of the times, nothing. I know they're busy with work and life. I'm trying to understand them. They clearly know that I tend to over think especially, when it comes to people or things I love, but they still do it. They have time to comment and send regards to other people or talk on the phone with other people, and nothing for me when we're closed friends. Sometimes I feel like they want to cut off our friendship since I don't belong to their category now. They're busy talking on the phone when we hung out or went shopping... Maybe it's the time I have to take my thick-skinned mask off. I should stop holding onto them. I should stop annoy them. I'll live as it is. I'll just go with the flow from now on. "Don't make someone your priority if they only make you an option." I must remember this!


Hmmm... I've been trying to restrain myself from writing emotional things like this on blog, but now I did it again. I really wish I had someone to talk to or share things with. I feel like the whole world is avoiding me right now. I know I will feel regret later for letting the emotion controls over me and jotting down something like this online. Whatever...I hope things will be better tomorrow.

Hypocrite

This post is clearly for the victims. So if you're expecting something like, "How To Be A Hypocrite?" I'm sorry I can't fulfill your Christmas wish. You still can read and comment, though. I'm still kind and don't get me wrong, I'm not a hypocrite like you or a hypocrite-wannabe! I'm writing this just to let all you hypocrites know that stop wasting your time acting, I know you, every species knows you, your viruses know you, and I KNOW YOU! So stop it or kindly go to Hollywood and pursue this dream of yours if you really can't survive without it! We are not your laboratory!


I thought I am one thick-skinned after experiencing so many embarrassed accident moments, but I have to admit that I am nowhere to compete with you. You're the best. Congratulations!

Deep down inside your black heart, I know you hate us. I know you hate us from the bottom of your heart, liver, spleen, kidneys, lungs, intestines, stomach, gall bladder, and all. I know it so very well, but considering the fact that you're one of my senior relatives, I try to overlook your acting skills. But man, you're really thick-skinned. You're never ashamed for what you've done and you're doing it again now. It's not like we don't know it, but we want you to reflect it yourself. Who would know you are this thick-skinned! I'm younger than you, but I feel sorry or ashamed whenever I do something. What about you? Not reflecting but doing it more! You should act as a good example for younger generations, but what the heaven you're doing? Be a good senior for us, can you? I guess I'm asking the sun to rise from the west now. Sigh!

Stop your greedy gene and start appreciating people around you. Nothing is stable either you or me. You're old already, so act as one. Stop wanting other people's things and invading their lives. You were born with nothing and you will die in the same way, too. We all can't take anything with us when we go. Can't you just think further huh? If you're the same age as me I'll say these to your face, but you're my senior relative. I'm not that inconsiderate like you. If you continue doing what you're doing to us right now, I don't think even hell can accept you when your time comes. If there's really a next life, I don't wish to be related to you in any way!

Finally!

Oh yeah, finally I got to edit my "Who Am I?" page. This version is more real. Haha

23 Years Ago

Today, 23 years ago, a beautiful cute smart awesome perfect princess was born. Haha I must be out of my mind right now! Anyway...


Happy Birthday to Me! May all my wishes come true! All the very best to Me! God(s) bless me!

p.s. I hope someone remembers it or maybe someone doesn't even know it!

LIFE

Wake up - Routine work - Sleep - Wake up - Routine work - Sleep - Wake up................... etc.


I'm trying to live positively, but negative thoughts always haunt me at the end of each day. Honestly, I really don't know why many people are still living their daily life as if nothing bad will happen. I mean someday we all will die. There's no eternity to human life. It's not like our life is smooth either. We live to solve problems. One after another. Countless problems come and go endlessly. So what's really the point of living anyway? Sooner or later we'll die. So why don't we die sooner so that our suffering will end soon. Why do human beings have so many responsibilities? Nothing is stable. The more you live, the more memories you will have, and the more you will suffer with them later. So why live and create memories? Sometimes I wish I could lose my memory. I really don't want to remember anything or anyone. Why do we need interactions with one another? Someday you're gonna lose it. etc. I really really don't know why do people keep living and suffering like this. 


p.s. where will we go after we die? heaven, hell, or we'll just disappear... I don't want to live in heaven nor hell. It would be best if we could just disappear forever. No life, no worries!